You know, and there was like this little island thing, and I went swimming in my dress. You know, I was barefoot and everything, but I went swimming in my dress and all my jewellery. For some reason I had this thing, and the water was so warm, you know, like, around me and everything, and it felt-- and the colours, cos it was just-- and this tiny island, in the distance was this kind of white church. And I was trying to swim to this island, and I was sure that I was almost walking on the water, it felt like, cos I was kind of floating, and, er, I mean luckily the, I kind of woke up for a sec, I'd probably be dead, it was that sensual. Cos I could almost, it felt so good that I thought, well I could die right here. You know, and I'm having this aesthe- not aesthetic, ecstatic experience, you know, religiously ecstatic and sensual, it felt so good, you know. And then I thought, wait a minute, people die, cos I heard some music coming from -- it was like The Birdie Song or something, coming from the pier and I realized, you know, what was happening, and that I was drunk and it was night, you know, and it wasn't a religious experience and I'm gonna drown, and got the fuck out. That was beautiful.